So. This is what it feels like. I'd almost forgotten. But you take it all away. Make me feel so put down. Lost. I want to get away. And I will. I will always get what I want. No matter how hard or how impossible it looks. I want to be alone. Left alone to see what I want, to know what I want. Your words hurt. You hurt me more. Never thought I'd feel like this again. I thought you were my Saviour. But you aren't. You aren't.

I'm tired of staring at the sun
Can't stand the way you burn my eyes so I can't see
Stealing every breath I breathe
You push me into overdrive
And I don't need this kind of light coz now I'm done
You took everything while I was staring at the sun

Looking back I realize it was too sudden. Too fast. Too much, too soon. I'm going away. And it'll turn out to be good. I wont return and it'll be good. If I stay, a lot will be lost. I myself will be lost. I dont know where or how I'm going to go, just that I'm going to be far away from you. You lied, you cheated and put the blame on me. Never mind. I'll get through this. without your help. I dont need you anymore. Don't need anything about you.